21.6.09

u_u

He went back today. I did not cry. I know I will be with him in two weeks.


I went to dinner and Kohl's and Target with my mother this evening. Gone from 5.30-10pm. Walking down the steps to my empty room was heartwrenching. I know it's soon. It's practically nothing. And once it comes, I will never have to endure this feeling again. I know this. But goddamnit it hurts to come back to an empty room.


I can do this. Two more weeks.

2 comments:

  1. *snuggles*

    Me either. The couple of tears I let down on your shoulder (that I'm not sure if you even noticed) is all there was. We'll be quite busy preparing things, too.

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  2. I did notice. *snuggles tighter*

    I packed the "small box" with paperbacks. There's much less books left now.

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